My Lost Angel

A budding cell growing from within
me; A heartbeat, a glance,
a wish, a hope, a miracle,
a life!

Within my womb my angel's
protected; Unknowing,
perfection, loving, abundant,
grateful.

Wonderment of life a bewildered
mother to be; Joyous, fearful
smiling, crying, laughing,
intrigued!

Precious soul bestowed to health
and growth; Unique, Gifted
humbled, A grace within
me!

A moment of disbelief this joy
was ended; so little,
so innocent, so tragic, so
sad.

A mother's turmoil of miscarriage
a burden within her soul; anger,
sadness, resentment, frustration,
despair.

Grateful I am for the moment
in my journey to have had
such a special
soul.

I grieved my lost angel and have
comfort in knowing; with time
the wounds will
pass.

I send you love my lost angel
in hopes you find serenity within
spirit and join the oneness
once more!

December 2, 2007

A Lover's Delight

A lover's delight which blooms
through storms and grows
strengthened within each others arms!

Their greatest power lies within
the yearning of their hearts as they
unite their souls as one in love!

Love, like a circle, has no
beginning and no end;
It lasts eternally and grows
fonder with the passing of time!

Time escapes not our lovers kiss
intertwined in loves true delight;
For the souls twin has met its match
and burns eternal with love!

September 2007

Two Souls

Two souls come as one
to bond and love
two perfect little angels

Angels that uplift these souls
to care and raise
angels of ethereal worlds

Worlds that came together
chose each other purposely
worlds teaching and nurturing

Nurturing the spiritual growth
of their intertwined paths
nurturing angels within two souls

December 2006

Dedicated to my children, my perfect little angels and souls Calèbe & Arielle.

Gaze of Love

Beautiful lashes; the gaze of love
Twin souls unite in purity's mind

Bonds connected; energy ignites
Magical beings bring clarity of sight

Laughter of children; innocence remembered
New beginnings taught within the gaze of love

December 2006

Dedicated to my children: Calèbe and Arielle

Felt Your Presence

I woke up one morning
and felt your presence
You are my blessing
of pure essence!

Looking through your eyes
purity of the soul
You are my treasure wise
a spirits gift to hold!

Grateful I am today
beauty is your heart
Love is here to stay
For light and hope is our start!

December 2006

Dedicated to my daughter Arielle.

Breath of A Shattered Soul

Surrounded by sweet sounding deception
Lies caught in worded session
Hatred, anger, hurt and disgust
Admissions of misguided trust

Stabbing pains, bewildered heart
Closure needed for a new start

Sneaking suspicions open old wounds
Characters cheated of honesty too soon
Sorry's galore can never replace
Dreams thwarted in one embrace

Alas, these feelings must be heard
No heated moments in absurd word

Grieve the loss but remember the journey
Mercy is needed on this cursed memory

Forgiveness the breath of a shattered soul
Remembering, awakening to feel whole

November 25, 2006

A Miracle

A miracle was bestowed upon me
My witness, my likeness for the world to see
A seed of love was planted that special day
My gift, my treasure to watch grow, laugh and play

An angelic smile was engraved within my soul
My happiness, my tenderness makes me feel whole
A precious being brought into life within my care
My heart, my light to which nothing can compare

A miracle was bestowed upon me...

April 2005

The Duality of Existence Merges

Today enters a new beginning of enlightenment
Charged, surging forward upon a new brightness
Within creativity of destined adventures
To which reality is left to be explored
Greatness of hallowed capacity to whom
Ratios have entered new levels of comprehension
Towards the serenity which exists fully
Within our centers of identified selves

Expectations no longer the need as truths
Follow unpredictable paths of divine wisdom
Creating a sense of peaceful release resumed
Upon the contemplation of ones united being
Conceive the realities of adventuristic views
Journey broadens visions of unknown surges
Within the glance of imagination a treasure
Unfolds for the greater understanding
As the duality of existence merges
Unified to the potential of ones loving soul

August 30 2004

A Journey of Fated Wonderment

A journey of fated wonderment excites the intrigued soul

opened amazement joins a wanderlust of events
Harbored jests made in haste dissolve
As the one contentment shines forth within the dark

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

Organized efforts bestow upon conflicting desires
Stirred passions abound within conceived enchantment
Cynical aridity of truths be-known caresses beyond limitations

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

Humbled clarity of joint vision evolved in time
Beautiful aspirations continue beyond our dream
Lovers restlessness awaits the dawning of melded hearts

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

January 26 2004

Immeasurable to the Distance

Mesmerized in a transcended state of euphoria
Achievement of contentedness reaches beyond explanations
Temptation's call persists within the voice of subdued verses
Tantalizing feats grow immeasurable to the distance
Honored promises fulfilled touch the depths of one's heart
Enigmatic smiles beget the whim of the comforted soul
Welcomed passion surrender the silenced truths of one's being
Virtuous efforts humbles imaginations of strengthened unity
Ominous enchantment smiles upon the meetings of blissful beauty

January 16 2004

Mirrored Intrigue

To gaze within the eyes of a humorous nature
Begets a stir within the quintessential being of laughter
Captivated, captured held by a whim
Careening thoughts of chanced meetings with him

Illuminated smile entices the senses within the deep
Souls connection dreams linger beyond restful sleep

Ah, respectful understanding of journeys foretold
Unequaled in amazement for one so bold
Mirrored intrigue builds anticipated jests
Marveled words delight to endure this quest

December 15 2003

Unconditionally Yours

Indescribable feats lie within the strength of your joined journeys

Luscious depictions of insightful energy flow to the connected souls
Overjoyed in heartfelt welcome of compassionate companions
Varied emotions concoct spell binding themes of one's daydreams
Enticed gestures sparkle in anticipated gazes beyond wonderment

Yes, the comforts of one's presence outlasts distance and time
Openness to truths blinded by fears existence is overturned by
reciprocated affections
Unconditionally yours for all eternity the key of love prevails within
the strength of our connection

November 18 2003

Deemed Perfection

Transcended beyond limitations one meets a destined path
Hovering alongside a mystical depth inexplicable of time
Omnificent being begets the soul of my keepers heart

Mindful thoughts forge through the silenced disposition
Averted means of conduct quiver the skin of desire
Sanctioned trust diversifies all logical decrees of stated passion

Deemed perfection is a state of peaceful serenity within the heart of one's love!

November 13 2003

Blossomed Journey

To walk hand in hand amidst this blossomed journey,
Honest contentment reflects that of my souls desire.
Overjoyed in boundless beauty of infectious smiles,
Modesty strives to find its captor's keeper.
Amicable banter forges the way ahead of this story,
Sophisticated laughter blushes the cheeks of distant hearts.

October 15 2003

Silence Captivates

Tantalizing expectations abound
Harbored energies are found
Organized efforts pointing the way
Magnificent wholeness wanting to stay
Assurance blooming from afar
Surrendered peace within a star

Mirrored sensations beget the soul
Aspiring dreams beyond control

Lifetime lessons surfacing within
Lavishly exploring loneliness broken
Ardent fervor serene in thought
Blessed emotional stability sought
Expressive joys surmounting this fall
Reassured silence captivates them all

October 10 2003

Distant Spark

Anticipation awaits the awakened soul
Fantasies captured beyond control
Excitement begets the courageous quest
Boundless energies passing the test

Doubts forgotten a glimpse within this instance
Leaps surrounded within a distance

Candied gestures surmounting this one
Truths divinity surges have begun
Lavishly lingering days have no end
Heartfelt emotions need not to defend

Softly spoken stirs a distant spark
Trust a quote the best remark

Tender gaze compulsion has driven
Accepting a gift to which he is given
Alluring demeanor leaves me defenseless
Captivated moments left breathless

September 30 2003

Alluring Blues

A sparkled descent from the stargazed soul
Inspired affinity from truths unknown
Perspective gained in this infamous glimpse
Brings shivers to the hearts content
Mystical glance bewilders the senses
Captured essences of blissful truth
Alluring blues look deep within
Smiles loom where it begins

September 22 2003

Now and Forever

My love for you grows with every
minute of every passing day.
Your compassion, tenderness and
joyful nature intrigue me to no end.
Your genuine smile, caring eyes and passionate
embrace lure me to succumb to your charm.
Ah... How satisfying it is to have someone
truly unique that inspires on a whim.
Selflessly advising, comforting or listening
to the depths of unheard secrets that are held.
The smallest things that mean the most
are cherished forever within my soul.
Upon meeting you, I knew the greatness
which exists a glimpse of your inner being.
Over the course of the years that have passed
I grow fonder of the awareness that you bring.
My heart truly beats strongly in your direction
for all the wondrous beauty which you represent!
I can truly say that I respect what we have
when we're together.
I hold the memory of it when we're apart.
My love for you grows with every minute
of every passing day... Now and forever!

June 17 2003

Lighting the Way

Like the sun lighting the way
Or the moon alighting the sky
My heart leads me with every beat
To the one who enchants my soul

June 16 2003

With an Open Heart

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I take a step into the unknown yet worry not
as I step with you.
Together we are strong!

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I look deep within your eyes and am inspired
at a glimpse of our souls merging
To become ONE!

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I promise to comfort and be comforted
To respect and be respected
To cherish and be cherished

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I promise to be patient and have patience
To be kind and have kindness
To honor and be honored

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I promise to love and be loved for all
The days of my life.
For all eternity

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

I am not only your friend or your love
I am the half that becomes whole
Complete upon first we meet

I stand before you with an open heart that
overflows with love.

June 12 2003