Mon silence, un regard

Mon silence n'est qu'un regard
dans la noirceur, sombre et incompréhensible.
Sans raisons, personne n'a le courage
de distinguer ses propres fautes, interprète.
Des choix, j'en ai plus toujours
l'éternité n'est qu'une retraite de réalité.
Quelques pensés sont sans émotions
incomparables aux tragédies souffertes, injustes.
Les corridors, longs et étroits continuent
sans fin, sans passage à l'extérieur.
Toutes impressions, ne restent que parfois
et ils sont distinct du jour au lendemain.
observations, fortes et en mémoire
tant de misère dans nos vies, irréelles.
Mon silence n'est qu'un regard
dans la noirceur, sombre et imcompréhensible

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Life is over as I knew it
Nothing will ever be the same
The walls are getting closer
Closing in, not to be tame
All is lost in the present
Life can be forgiven
Mistakes brought such sorrow
Never to be forgotten

*May 1996*

Sometimes

Sometimes it seems like nobody's there
And sometimes it feels that they just don't care
But, sometimes it's alright to fight them to say
Sometimes it takes someone to show them the way

But, begging you please, sweetly I ask
Comparing our notes is a simple task
Completing the reasons you need no more grief
But, all is forgotten if you simply believe

Sometimes it takes one simple step
And sometimes we need a little "pep"
But sometimes our feelings heal in due time
As long as it's only sometimes

*April 1996*

Left Me Nothing

You told me you'd always be there
When I'd be in need
Now it seems you just don't care
And you've left me to bleed

Caring not in my time of sorrow
Were you really my friend
Hoping we could talk, you'd say tomorrow
Now I think this is the end

My feelings just don't count anymore
Except when you want something
You've shut me out and slammed the door
Without respect or gratitude you've left me nothing

*April 1996*

Why's This So?

Crying in all sorrow
Thinking there's no tomorrow
Feeling empty and hollow
Wondering which road to follow
Crouching close to the ground, so low
Rocking myself to and fro
Can't stay, but also can't go
Leaning towards the brightest glow
Not able to reach it, Why's that so?

*April 1996*

Intimidations

Intimidations made by those who can't
confide are only there to overcome things
that are hard. People seek the truth yet,
don't see because of the blindness that
lies within them. Blocking out new things or
experiences is brought by ignorance of those
who lack or fear things they don't understand.
Intimidation is nothing to those understanding
without ignorance.

*April 1996*

Solitude

Solitude us a good place to visit
But a poor place to stay
Solitude is there to keep thoughts
But doesn't keep conversations
Solitude is kept best at night
But isn't kept well during days
Solitude is lonely without any words
But friends soon comfort solitude with words

*April 1996*

Life is intimidating to many or some yet, only intimidations are made by those who are uncomfortable with themselves.

*April 1996*

Leaving

Leaving all that I've known
Without choice to this decision
It was nothing I could stop
For things change with times that pass

Leaving all that I've known
Nothing else can appease the rage
That people don't accept the difference
Brought upon by love that left

Leaving all that I've known
Since I've grown up around this place
Memories lost in hope to forget
Past events that bring much sorrow

Leaving all that I've known
Tears flowing for losing what's mine
Present feelings bewildered by all
Who would think it'll be alright

Leaving all that I've known
Words used to soothe and comfort
Sadness is all that is felt
Yet, stronger will build mind and morals

Leaving all that I've known

*April 1996*

Front yard Hello
Smithers BC
March 2007

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Walking by a dark, sombre road
Fearing all that is bestowed
Looking past all assumptions
Hurting for past deceptions
Thinking of feelings lost in grief
Carrying these thoughts with disbelief
Being nothing in ones eye
Passing chances going by
Torturing souls that get too near
Delighting urges that they should fear

*March 1996*