Rise above like the sun!

Today the sun is brighter and seems to shine on your every being! Embrace the dawn as a new day has begun to wipe away your past. The breaking day has yet to set imprints within the soul to be connected throughout eternities gracious being of the wondrous sight that is the true beauty of the omnificent plan that is created before us! Rise above like the sun and truly let yourself shine so that others can appreciate your true beauty!

September 27, 2002

Inner Questionning

Where would my thoughts be
without concealed
emotions and feelings
to submit my inner peace and serenity
to someone, a complete stranger,
who will understand them?

A complete stranger...
it seems almost impossible to think of
the effort it would take to have someone
relish my thoughts and smile with
serene dignity and face my secrets.

The effort is somewhat anticipated
and conceivable to approve of such action
that is uncontrollably out of sync, out of sorts,
to the ideal of a person getting close,
reaching out to know the history of ones trepidations.

Such action would be misinterpreted
for a longing of wild sensations existing
between two chemically bound, ravishing
people who have long suppressed and
blocked out emotions related to touch.

Why suppress the need for touch
by an opposing view who can exude
such passion and leave me feeling
whole and wanted by another soul
exquisitely demonstrating coital enjoyment.

Thus comes conclusion of opposed views
and hardships suffered must surface
to honor courtship behaviors an salvage
my resolve to pursue further pleasures,
than only coital gestures, in affinity.

*July 1997*

Unresolved

When will it be my turn??
To love and be loved
To hold and be held
To comfort and be comforted

When will my time come??
To give and be received
To rejoyce and be accepted
To bear a child and be appreciated

When will my heart heal??
From sorrow and have happiness
From deceit and have trust
From lost love and gain wisdom

When will my soul rest??
From restlessness and have peace
From constraint and have freedom
From hopelessness and gain hope

When will my wounds be forgotten??
From pain to soothing
From anguish to conquered
From fear to victory

When will I suffer no longer??
In memories from the past
In punishment from guilt
In corruption from pressured innocence

When will I forgive myself??
For not being able to do anything
For not saying something
For not having the strength to put it behind me

When? When will I accept myself??
For what I've accomplished
For the strength and inner will to continue my journey
For who I am and for the wisdom acquired on the basis of past experiences

*June 1997*

Class of 1997

Knowing faces and parts of their mind
Can we truly say we'll put this all behind?
Memories we've made plenty I'm sure
Now we must plan for our budding future
Words of wisdom, we've gained plenty
In saying nothing, we'll come out empty
Expanded minds we know not what's to come
Our life journey ended? No! It has just begun
We have grown and became one together
We will push on and make things better
Comparing ourselves to each other no longer it seems
The truth came out and we've made it as a team
Struggles? Yes, we have had many
Now with open eyes we begin to see
A few times we've all disagreed
Power struggles? No more! We've learned how to lead!
Just as we thought we've met our match
No-one is invincible and we've buried the hatch
Imprinted memories from how much we've grown
Shows us that no-one will be left alone
We've shared many obstacles and many things feared
Yet, we've overcome barriers when our minds have cleared
We've made it this far but it isn't the end
It is time to start living I encourage you my friends
Remember the good times and also the bad
For these are the precious moments we have had
Our greatness is achieved in self acceptance
But remember not to be greedy in times of indulgence
It is up to us now, the lessons we'll teach
To all the future's children we must try to reach
We came to this school mere girls and boys
Now we shall leave young adults with a certain poise
Plunge confident into the world and take a dive
Because we have the knowledge and we will survive
The memories made have become our own
Can't we see that we have grown
There will be many nights when we'll turn to go to sleep
And we'll reminisce the good times and we'll sometimes weep
Now, dry those eyes and shed no more tears
After all we still have our peers
A few last words that I am proud to say
Before we depart on our final day
We've made our mark, a little piece of heaven
Together we truly are the class of 1997

*May 1997*

Salmon Arm, BC
May 2008

"Once you understand the silence that ties me to the reality of thought, you can understand the words that I try to interpret from it."

*October 1996*

Intimidations

Intimidations made by those who can't
confide are only there to overcome things
that are hard. People seek the truth yet,
don't see because of the blindness that
lies within them. Blocking out new things or
experiences is brought by ignorance of those
who lack or fear things they don't understand.
Intimidation is nothing to those understanding
without ignorance.

*April 1996*

tortured souls and minds cannot
describe pains that subside within the
hearts of fragile children playing
isolated from all harm brought
upon by evil souls that make us wary
of things foretold by those insightful
of such matters complicating life in
ways that make differences seem
so alike without clarifying subjects
that are forbidden by a simple
touch from deep within completing
tasks that fought to come out
saying words that hurt so much
creating unforgettable sorrows leaving
imprints within minds untouched and
unchanged even when brought
the chance to change past
events...

*February 1996*

Nobody

Nobody feels
the earths pain
Nobody hears the cries
of people suffering
Nobody sees
all this madness
Nobody knows
the fears
Nobody wants
to get involved
Nobody Knows the pain
people are causing
Nobody cares
anymore
Nobody wants to end
this sadness
Nobody cries
to break the silence
Nobody sees
only with their heart
Nobody needs more
than they've got
Nobody

*1994*

friendship blurb

Friends are faced with many problems but, only true friends help each other through them.

*1994*

Dans la nuit

La nuit
silencieuse
comme
Mon coeur
battant fort
jusqu'à l'horizon
Où ciel et terre
s'unissent
pour l'éternité
La mort
ne sera plus
autant que je soi
Avec toi
dans te sbras
pour toujours
Notre amour
nos esprits
réunis
Dans nos pensés
des images
qui vont jamais
Périr
dans le silence
de la nuit

*1993*