Thank you Mom

I know we have our disagreements
and don't always see eye to eye
But the thing I truly know is
that we are both alike

I never always understood the reasoning
behind your selfless acts
But know that I appreciate each moment
we share more every single day

I couldn't really see the wisdom
behind your spoken words
But now more then ever
I can respect and cherish your advice

I know I don't always tell you
I love you or I care
But I can only hope you do
feel it most within your heart

I love you Mom because you always loved me
and you were always there
Thank you for this blessing you gave me
for my journey within this world

April 2008

My Lost Angel

A budding cell growing from within
me; A heartbeat, a glance,
a wish, a hope, a miracle,
a life!

Within my womb my angel's
protected; Unknowing,
perfection, loving, abundant,
grateful.

Wonderment of life a bewildered
mother to be; Joyous, fearful
smiling, crying, laughing,
intrigued!

Precious soul bestowed to health
and growth; Unique, Gifted
humbled, A grace within
me!

A moment of disbelief this joy
was ended; so little,
so innocent, so tragic, so
sad.

A mother's turmoil of miscarriage
a burden within her soul; anger,
sadness, resentment, frustration,
despair.

Grateful I am for the moment
in my journey to have had
such a special
soul.

I grieved my lost angel and have
comfort in knowing; with time
the wounds will
pass.

I send you love my lost angel
in hopes you find serenity within
spirit and join the oneness
once more!

December 2, 2007

Breath of A Shattered Soul

Surrounded by sweet sounding deception
Lies caught in worded session
Hatred, anger, hurt and disgust
Admissions of misguided trust

Stabbing pains, bewildered heart
Closure needed for a new start

Sneaking suspicions open old wounds
Characters cheated of honesty too soon
Sorry's galore can never replace
Dreams thwarted in one embrace

Alas, these feelings must be heard
No heated moments in absurd word

Grieve the loss but remember the journey
Mercy is needed on this cursed memory

Forgiveness the breath of a shattered soul
Remembering, awakening to feel whole

November 25, 2006

A Journey of Fated Wonderment

A journey of fated wonderment excites the intrigued soul

opened amazement joins a wanderlust of events
Harbored jests made in haste dissolve
As the one contentment shines forth within the dark

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

Organized efforts bestow upon conflicting desires
Stirred passions abound within conceived enchantment
Cynical aridity of truths be-known caresses beyond limitations

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

Humbled clarity of joint vision evolved in time
Beautiful aspirations continue beyond our dream
Lovers restlessness awaits the dawning of melded hearts

A journey of fated wonderment entices the intrigued soul

January 26 2004

Mirrored Intrigue

To gaze within the eyes of a humorous nature
Begets a stir within the quintessential being of laughter
Captivated, captured held by a whim
Careening thoughts of chanced meetings with him

Illuminated smile entices the senses within the deep
Souls connection dreams linger beyond restful sleep

Ah, respectful understanding of journeys foretold
Unequaled in amazement for one so bold
Mirrored intrigue builds anticipated jests
Marveled words delight to endure this quest

December 15 2003

Unconditionally Yours

Indescribable feats lie within the strength of your joined journeys

Luscious depictions of insightful energy flow to the connected souls
Overjoyed in heartfelt welcome of compassionate companions
Varied emotions concoct spell binding themes of one's daydreams
Enticed gestures sparkle in anticipated gazes beyond wonderment

Yes, the comforts of one's presence outlasts distance and time
Openness to truths blinded by fears existence is overturned by
reciprocated affections
Unconditionally yours for all eternity the key of love prevails within
the strength of our connection

November 18 2003

Blossomed Journey

To walk hand in hand amidst this blossomed journey,
Honest contentment reflects that of my souls desire.
Overjoyed in boundless beauty of infectious smiles,
Modesty strives to find its captor's keeper.
Amicable banter forges the way ahead of this story,
Sophisticated laughter blushes the cheeks of distant hearts.

October 15 2003

Journey Sought

Sensuous impressions made of days yet to be explored
Exuding strength, will and desire for the soul to soar
Anticipated moments careen through the mind
Nestled, comforts of truth immeasurably kind

Honorable, motives that abound
Amiable, hearing a heart's true sound
Merciful, the angst dissipates and clears the skies
Intimate gaze, a fate, profound within the eyes

Loving memories leave not this place
Tears of joy, a smile becomes this face
Onward, the journey sought within is foretold
Numerous wonders, secrets shared unfold

October 23, 2002